at least (MY) bondage is familiar
Im not perfect in the slightest. In fact, if were going to be honest I choose to make the wrong choices a lot. There are a lot of things that in all sincere reality I know are not good for me and I make choices to move towards them. I wrap myself in fear and insecurity. I seek after and strive for this perfection and a benchmark of a job well done or one that will be enough to be called good, or even great. I give reign to a thought life that controls me at every turn, consumes me to the point of starting to forget who I really am. I do think there is this idea of a Christian as someone who has it all together and is inching close to perfection, that they don't really do wrong and if we do then because God loves us then that makes it all okay. Well, that isn't true. It isn't okay. And I am a Christian who doesn't have it all together. I went to a conference and expected to hear all of these amazing things that inspire my heart to faith and goodness, which I di